dont try suicide

I wish I could know if there are more girls like me, which love male beings over everything above. It's not about their gorgeous hair, fingers, hands, back, bones, muscles, tongues, eyes, smiles or confident air, it goes beyond. For me, a truly hero, the survivor, the warrior, my love, is the essence that lives on their souls. Well, I can't explain... It's just that's love for me is too complicated, for I don't love concrete things - I love spirits.