dont try suicide

I am not going to lie to you - she said

Writing amuses me - she said

I can pretend I am not what I really am but somethig as amazing as what I write about - she said

I love the fact I can change the destiny and fate curves itself for me as I pass with my pen and pencils - she said

She was saying all these things and words were going out of her mind and going out of her mouth and floating directly to my brain and I felt

oh god I felt

I felt she said everything I wish to hear in my entire life

she said

I felt she said