design classes teach me

in which dreams have i slept?
so waterfalls down my head
i am a monster of folk
see the swans on the river
they don't want to be fed
i am so afraid
i am dying
it's too late now
i am really dying
my soul is fucking starving
my sorrow is a giant beast
i lose my keys
people all around are going bite me
my blood will be their dinner
i am so fucked up
i'll never be a winner
so fucked now.